New Moon

Yahoo!!!I finally have my own 'New Moon'.

I bought IT last Wednesday while shopping with Ella in Piramid..So happy la..Now my next goal is 'Eclipse' since I already own the 1st book which is 'Twilight'.Though theres a BIG hole in my wallet now but IT was definitely worth it..And here's how it look like..

My pride and joy!!!

I love Edward Cullen.Such a handsome vampire..And because he's a vampire..he is a much more attractive guy compared to other character..Jake is not bad but Edward is so in love with Bella(a human),that he's not willing to bite or kill her..He's not even willing to change her into a vampire when pleaded by her many times.She wants to be with him to be a vampire and he doesn't want her soul damaged..such love..sigh..

'Thank you.I will never be able to tell u how grateful I am.I will owe you the rest of my..existence.'Edward said this to his rival-a werewolf le..A vampire with feelings of gratitude..now thats very rare...some human dun even have that in them..SHAME on us la..

What would you do if someone actually told you,you taste good??Wait..Is there such complement to begin with??Anyway..The worst part is that you realise that it was said by a vampire and a to be werewolf..What would you do??Would you scream your lungs out or just be brave enough to say 'Thank you' for the complement?Bella stood still and just thanked them le..Salute!!

Me holding my 'new moon' next to my heart!!Love IT!!!
not magic but love beyond reasons and logics..

For one thing how can a vampire(dead person) fall in love with a human??they are supposed to love blood..humans have tonnes of them wert..

And now..can the saying love conquer everything be true??=)

the bully

Blogskin hunting..

I was so free that I started looking for blogskins..after being taught by Diyana on how to change blogskins..it was hard teaching me le..really!!!But i survive..and learn something new..And so here are the few I find quite interesting..or relates to my life lots..

Too colourful for my liking(I'm a dark person) but
Hannah would love this man..

Need I say more??

He took my heart away and leave me
lost and heartbroken..How I hate and love him..

Too simple for my liking but i like
that line though..I would do anything for her
because we r besties..

I wish I will be able to see a rainbow in my
miserable life soon..

Zen would love this..chocolates are her life!!rite Zen??

I like singing la..so sing with me..=)
don't believe ask zen,min shen or hannah..

Thats all for now..I'm tired and sick la..

the bully

1st driving lesson..

My 1st driving lesson was on Monday..the teacher(forgot to ask his name-too nervous d kua) drove me too Putra Height to learn driving..He explain the seven things that I have to checked before starting to drive..which are..

1.Adjust the driver seat till I'm comfortable.
2.Checked all three mirrors(the two side mirror and the middle one).
3.Checked the gear so that they are 'bebas'(means not in any gear la).
4.Checked the breks(leg and the hand one)
5.Checked the signal to left and right and the wipers are all in good condition.
6.Checked the hazard light.(make sure it lights up)
7.Checked the hon.(make sure it sound)


Then he taught me how to change gears(with the engine off la)..from 1 to R and R to 1..I tried till i could do it without looking then we started the engines.I have to change the gear without moving the car.I fail many times..(the changing of gear 1 to 2 was tough),others was okay la..Then later we took a spin with me driving..nice and I liked it..left turning was okay..but if we turn right(usually to the other side of the road) I'll stop then I usually kill the engine(not on purpose..just din get the timing right).Later I was taught to make U-turns and I sucked at it..the teacher even laugh at me saying 'how r u going to U-turn when u only turn the wheels like that??turn all the way la'..swt..

Then it was time to go home..I stop the car and was about to get out(I thought he was going to drive me home mah)..but no..he ask me to drive home..I was like OMG..OMG..OMG..Its was so scary and embarassing la..I accidentally kill the engines so many times and people behind me were cursing and hon-ing me..goodness..I was so glad when I got home..*phew*

Next lesson is Saturday..hope it turns out well..

the bully

The Secret

i think i learnt a lot yesterday. just in one day, many things hit me in the mind. my sister borrowed a dvd called The Secret. yeah bet you're thinking it's a movie but no it's a documentary in case you havent heard of it, its as long as a movie. a documentary on the human mind. its all about the way you think, like you need to put ur thoughts in a more positive way and how negative thoughts affect you. that sort of thing. its quite relevant to us. maybe hard to apply sometimes but stay as positive as we can. it tells that you'll get more of the things that attract into your mind. the more you think of those negative things, the more you'll get it and you'll think that it's really bad, but in actual fact it isnt that bad but the mind attracts it so much that you'll get more of it. basically the whole thing tells us bout focusing on what you want rather than what you dont have. and erm being grateful for the things you got. oh and we should start our day feeling thankful for everything and not start off grumpily cos we've to get up early. guess it'll make ur day brighter. they ellaborated more but can't remember most of it cos i was almost falling asleep. and i was kinda blur i didn understand some parts cos i was feeling sleepy. blurgirl

Do you know??

Do you know what it feels like missing someone?
Its just like drinking a cup of icy cold water,
And then taking forever for the the water drank to turn into warm tears.
Do you know what it feel like being lonely?
And loneliness is because of missing who?
Do you know what it feels like being in pain?
And pain is because trying to forget who?
Do you know what it feels like trying to forget someone?
Its like admiring a cruel beauty,
And later using a very,very soft voice telling ourselves to face IT with courage..
Do u know how that feels like?
If you do..You know the pain I'm going through..

the bully

Make up your mind!!!

When u r online ...whose name do u look for first? When a slow song comes on the radio,whose face comes to Ur mind first? When u hear Ur phone ringing who do u hope is calling? Whose name makes your heart skip a beat?

When all this question comes to mind..The person would be without a doubt Nicholas..Do I have make it any clearer??Its so easy to withold the truth from other but yet so hard to keep my heart from beating at normal pace every time I talk to him..and he knows it..

If I know what love is,its because of him..Is it true that we never forget our 1st love??and thats the reason why I still miss him..or do I really still like him??

BUT..

Its feel like we're going through a big fight than the fact that we broke up..I like talking to him..He understands me..to him,I'm like a piece of white paper..Its scary at times because I can't keep anything to myself..Valentine is just around the corner..I got so used to the fact that he'll be celebrating with me..I wonder how am I gonna go through that day..

Am i supposed to face the fact that I'm wrong and stop myself from being wrong anymore??Or what??

the bully

I wish I can always come clean..

Commitment is commitment with no expiry date..coated by Eric Foreman from HOUSE.Having a relationship is nothing,commiting to one is the real deal.This is so true!!Having a boyfriend once in a while might seem cool but how sure are we that the person is THE ONE??Some may give the excuse of "we try on shoes before buying them right??"Yes we do..but we are dealing with real life people,living things with feeling.How do we keep up with the commitment??Its either we couldn't keep up with it or the other person can't.Very few can make the commitment going for a long time.

I dunno how some people can enjoy jumping from one partner to another.I can't commit for long..I hate commitment..Which make me a bloody hypocrite..I don't like what some people are doing yet i myself am doing just that..just that its not so much to the opposite sex..I complain bout how people are treating me but yet I never ask myself bout how am i treating others.I don't really know how to deal with people,especially those that I care about.

To me,every relationship leave something in you..I'm not sure what but trust me it does.An attitude,a character or just anything.. A new character is born in you to help cover those pain and when too many are present..You lose who you used to be in the 1st place..you're a new person who has more pain than happiness inside yourself..

My school teacher,Pn Ong once told my mom.(in form 1)
:Eunice is real matured girl who cares for others more than she does herself.I like her alot.
When my mom told me this I was over the moon for I like her alot too..and we share the same surname too..=)
Then 3 years later,she meet my mom again(in form 4) and said,
:"Eunice is no longer who I used to know..She's not happy kid anymore..
When my mom told me this,I cried for I dunno whats going on..with me..

And now..how many of my friends really know me??or do they know me as of who I present to them..its hard to take off a mask when you have been wearing it for such a long time and hardly know when you started putting it up..and that not the hardest part..what if people don't like what they see and much prefer the lies??

Can I come clean??

the bully
(Don't really feel like one now)

Bored!!!

-Bold the statements that are true for you.
-Italicise the statements that you wish are true.
-Leave the fibs alone.
-Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.(only if their sports stuff or books)
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.(I just dislike)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I have a cell phone.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.(depends)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick things up with my toes.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I am an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

Tags go to
Ella
Felicia
Sean
Yee Chinn
Ginny

Tagged by people with no life..haha

5 things found in my bag
-a blue colour G2 gel pen,grape flavour sweets,my kindney size mp3,chronicles of Narnia(the last battle) and some coins.(i dun like to keep coins in my wallet so i just throw them in the bag)

5 things found in my wallet
-My ic,some fifty and ten dolar notes(I'm not rich,I just safe alot..lol),My guitar picks(real soft and medium),some coins(i dunno how they got there),Trigger's picture

5 favourite things in my room
My bed(hardly left its side since January),My jewel box(no comment),my guitar(actually spend more time with it now),my book cupboard(all my favourite books),my pillow(can't sleep without it!!!)

5 things I always wanted to do
Tour around the world,strangle min shen(haven't had the heart to do it yet-haha),have a real conversation with min shen(hard since she's so busy or one of us will be pissed before it even started),beat Nicholas in a badminton match and give Pn Teo a piece of my mind(never got the courage to do it and can't do it d-I'm out of the school already.

5 things I'm currently into
Trigger,HOUSE(I'm up to season 3 already..lol),American idol(season 7),Ghost whisperer and finally trying to make myself smile more(its HARD,I frown more!!)

List out the top 4 presents you wish for
A real dog(those brown and white kind),A new handphone(sony ericsson-W910i or W580i),a new laptop(sony and with all the internet connection),CSI(Las Vegas-season 6 and 7)

The person who tagged you is: Ella

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
She is real nice and is just as playful as me,loves to chat but serious and caring when friends have problems,real hardworking and super smart,humble and honest,appreciates her friends,

Most memorable thing she has done to you
Was with me when I was having some problem with my girlfriends..

If she becomes my lover, you will
still play pranks on her and enjoy watching her get pranked by me..

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
She saying bad things bout *ahem* AGAIN and telling me that its so not worth my time and effort.(She will not say it again so its okay-haha)

Pass the quiz to 5 people
Min Shen
Zenli
Hannah
Cheryl Chong
Felicia

the bully

Man..its tough!!!

I finally start to work already!!!Can u believe it??I still can't!!!As a receptionist in Sunway College some more..I must be crazy(I can't really socialize with people)

This job is probably bad cause I have to up by 6am to go to auntie siok ping house.(my dad got to leave the house at 630am)Haiz..then when I was there I had to go for a morning walk with her too.(But i didn't..thanks to Rebekah-i mean i went for a walk but not with her la).Then i bathe and ate breakfast and the horror-go to work.

We reach Sunway College at around 845am..We went to the office..and everyone looked at me cause I came in with the head of the department(auntie siok ping)-awkward laaaa!Anyway..Theresa(her secretary) show me around and told me what I'm supposed to do.
which are-
1.make sure the tables are ALWAYS clean.
2.checked the meeting room.
3.record down if student wanna borrow games.(there was even a guitar on rent-I played with my partner and we made quite some noise-during the staff's lunch break la)
4.make sure all the chairs in the SSD(student service department) are all there(none lost or stolen la)
5.And many many more la!!!

I was introduced to all the staff..
There was..
-Max(really helpful and make my day easier to go through.Thank God..^^)
-Jeremy(really funny and like to tease everyone in the department and like to flirt with students..ahem!!)
-Bee Fong(She's very nice but she's the one giving me all the hard work-wrapping presents(thank God I learn while wrapping christmas presents just last year,got upstairs to carry 100 crystal paper clip,and unpacked some orientation stuff)TIRED LA!!!
-Kean(A real gentleman!!!good looking too..lol)
-Judith(din talk to her much but she's nice la)
And Terence,Vincent,MengWei and Joelin..

But the thing bout this department is that they are all very FRIENDLY!!And I actually SMILE more compared to any other day.(I used to frown-a habit)..But at there I really smile alot..

And my whole day is not all work la..my friends studying there came and chatted with me and I went and have lunch with SzeHui. I saw Russell,Su Woei,Alvin,Wei Jun..They were so SHOCKED to see me there(especially Russell and Su Woei)They were going to sign up for freshy night..(Hope Russell get to become the freshy King)We catch up alot and made plans to go out together..YAHOO!!!

I met Carmen at the cafeteria with Sean..They were so bored that they asked if there anything for them to do.I told them to sign up as student helper..and they wanna know bout the pays and the working hours and what are the percentage that they will get hired..goodness..How am I supposed to know??I'm not the one in charged also..

I got home around 6pm..was very tired..skip dinner and went to sleep at 7 something..Woke up at 10 something with my whole body aching..good thing Trigger was around to comfort me..so its was sort of bearable la..its almost 2 in the morning d..time to sleep..good night..

the bully

Its all coming back to me now!!

Jimmy lin (hot or not??)-

Why don't you have the courage to tell the one you love that u love her??It makes things simple and the series will end faster!!Save us lots of time and energy.But your looks actually make it worth watching.Getting tongue tied and acting stupid when she's around but still wanna act cool!!Why are all guys so stupid and egoistic??And why must the girl still love him(after him being the total jerk)??I know that the reason why they have this series in the 1st place!!

What have I done today??I woke up around 11am and then watch HOUSE.Then spend a part of the afternoon helping Shirley with add math.Then I spend the rest of my time in facebook.I was doing a few quizzes on harry potter and twilight..but I cant really answer most of the question(i meant twilight)..the question were tough and really very precise..I din even managed to get some of the harry potter's correctlyI try my best to improve my ranking globally by answering more questions correctly than others..And I actually start reading the books all over again so that I can take the quizzes and answer them..

Then I joined a book club and realise that there are really lots of books which are quite nice out there.. I click through some of the book club members and found out that there are really alot of book lovers in Malaysia after all..it doesn't matter if its romance,action,mystery,comedy,fantasy or bloody..as long as its a book then we can talk..we even message each other to tell each other bout the latest book and to argue bout HARRY POTTER!!This is fun but since I have to use my brain which is kinda rusty now..I get super tired easily and annoyed when I can't get the right word!!

I even joined a harry potter magic spells application!!I get to cast spells on others and gain point to win the house cup..but its kind of lame(especially the way u earn/get galleons)..u can even invent new spells..and compete in OWLS and NEWT exams..

Recently I been reading the Chronicles of Narnia series which I borrowed from min shen last sunday and I'm in the fifth book already(the books are thin)..the story is very funny and has a weird connection.The 1st and 2nd is bout Peter,Susan,Edmund and Lucy.Then the 3rd is bout Edmund,Lucy and Eustace..and the next is bout Eustace and Jill(why they keep minus-ing people and adding new people?)I like it when they use the same people..Like the harry potter series or twilight series..

Anyway..I kinda feel like I've lost the interest to blog..dunno why..but it just feels weird!!!And those written up there are just....i dunno..maybe I'm starting to feel her absents..starting to miss her and its feel like the most natural thing to do and feel..I hope she's missing me too..

She's like a part of me and how will u feel when a part of u
is missing..even for just one day??
(Missing her all the time)

Another one..haiz

Before I start blogging 2day..I'm going to say it again..

Happy birthday Min Shen!!!

Here's her picture if u dunno who she is..

The picture is blur but from here u think or get the idea
she's the mischievous and playful kind rite??
(Don't get fooled!!She can kill!!no kidding..but..love her all the same..)

Now back to business..My posted my resolutionS in the last post and I really thought it was enough already but it seems I have another 'talent' that I must change if not..lets not venture there okay??

My 'talent' is bullying people and it must be true since many of them say it!!(Please say no!!)But to me its more of teasing and the way I interact with people mah..But hannah say I always bully zen-li(like she didn't)..but thats not the point..the point is I bully people!!

So here I better repent and apologized to all those that have been my victim..OMG!!come to think of it..its a bloody long list le..Oh Man..so to make it simple..

To all those that have been bullied or teased
by me in the past..I sincerely apologized
and I'll promised to TRY to change my ways..

So now I have like 6 or 7 new year resolution to follow..Die la..life gonna be tough..but I can do it with HIS help..:-)

Anyway today I went to gym today and worked out la..what else??I'm bored at home and its stated on my resolution that I have to lose weight..I even sign up for facebook..so u can guess how bored I am..I just got back and is very tired(obviously)..so I'll stopped now..

the bully

How do you waste time??

Yesterday when I was just sitting in the living room(I must be crazy) doing nothing when my brother and sister were doing their homework and my mom was busy preparing her school work..my mom suddenly looked at me..(oh no)

and said
:Eunice,have you nothing to do??
I said:Err...not much since I'm bored with onlining and watching television is a no no cuz Eric and Elsie are doing homework!!
Then,My brother said:You can always read the bible you know(aiyo)..and when is the last time you read the bible??
I just stared at him(real hard!!!*trying to burn a hole through his heart with my eyes*

Then my dad came down(its worse)
He asked about what going on and later asked me have I made my new year resolutions yet..
I said:Not yet.
Then he made me do one la!!(suddenly so free):-(

Here it goes..
1.Read the bible everyday(before I used the computer and tv)
2.I can used the same amount of time I spend reading the bible on the computer!!(I'm dead)
3.Lose weight(I'm working on it,but I love food!!!)
4.Start studying(sejarah and general knowledge and law)
5.Spend less time and credit on my handphone..
6.Don't simply lose temper!!(this is really hard!!!)

This year is gonna be tough!!!

Now..I miss school!!!Miss those time when I reach school as early as 635am..playing around with friends and sometimes studying together!(What to do,the form 4's are really studious)I miss Xiang Ping,Yi Koon,Roy,Lily,Cheryl,Hazel,Sonia,Nikolai and many many more..miss those time when we would line up for role call and we would take a long time to line up as we had lot of catching up to do with each other(we din see each other for bout 8 hours mah..haha) Then going to our respective station to do our duty..(taking a long time to get there-we detour lots)

Then when its time to line up for assembly..we get them to line up..the best part is during spot checked!!I'm usually under Sonia or Ching Sin..I'm always checking fingernails(Sonia say that I'm good at that) or soaks and shoes(YUCKS),Yuen Mei will checked for camisole(she has eyes that can see through-we always tease her bout this(haha))..and Yi Hui will be the very blur wan..she always get mixed up bout what to checked(surprising of someone so VERY brilliant in Math and Add Math)..Sonia is so very organized,she never forget anything(at least I din notice any la).Then we send them to BBI(bilik bina insan)to be recorded.The spot checked may only last for 10-15 min but it was the best time of the day..laughing and joking more than anything!!(feeling a bit guilty now but who cares??).We make new memories everyday and I treasure each and everyone of them!

Then during the recess..we usually go down early to eat before our duty.And they(Xiang Ping,Cheryl,Kit yinn.Isaac,Yi koon(sometimes) like taking my food(especially my fries)..Well,everyone say that since I'm the senior so should 'take care' of them mah..such rubbish!!During duty time..I usually talk to my partner or I would do my homework that is due that day!!(so hardworking rite??)

The thing I dun like is having to go out for meeting or to help teacher..no time to bond with my classmate also!!!There are like 4 prefect in my class and they only call me and Su Ann..call someone else can ar??(I used to grumble).But its over anyway..

I really miss those time alot la!!Especially now when I'm stuck at home with almost nothing to do..at least i have good momories to carry with me..can't wait to see them again.(that is..during the time SPM result is out and hari anugerah)Time really must move faster..

the bully

Tagged!!

Tagged again..go study la hannah!!

1.Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your own question instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this tag.

Questions:
1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
I wanna be a teacher..cuz my mom was one and that all i know..haha

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
Having great friends like min shen,yi koon,ella,xiang ping,zenli,hannah..they really bring me love,joy,sorrow..wouldn't have gone through last year without them..Love and miss them lots..

3. What do you wish to have right now?
Seriously??I wish I have the courage to stand on my own feet..depending on no one..go back to be the independant person I used to be..I miss the old ME!!

4. When is the last time you horse laughed?
When there's a discussion today about girls selling eggs for US 1000,and Min Shen was so interested and when Daniel ask y..and she said that US people give US1000 for and egg le and how many eggs can u produce??LOL

5. What did you realize recently?
I realised that a friend of mine means alot to me..more than any other and it really scares me..I'm petrified!!!Hope I'm still normal!!

6. Which bad habit in you that is the most unacceptable?
I lose my temper very easily and ppl around me gets hurt.Trying to change..but its kinda hard..as the chinese sayings goes..to learn to be bad-takes 3 days but to learn to be good-takes 3 years!!

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
I become emotional.and I call min shen(unless its her who I'm unhappy with!!)haha

8. What are you afraid of losing?
My friends,family,and most importantly -the courage to be myself!!!)

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
Do well in sports-got 3rd in badminton,1st in basketball and chess and netball(its worked!!..so it must be realistic la..haha)

10. When you met someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?
Depends whose the guy la..

11. List out 3 kinds of people you hate the most.
Um..I dun hate..just dislike only!!!Anyway..People who like telling me what to do..people who like controlling me and people who LIE straight to my face!!!

12. Define loneliness.
Hmm..obviously its when your alone and feeling lonely la!!DUH

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
Its GOOD..since I have great family..real cool friends and GOD whose always always there for me..My life is FANTASTIC!!Praise the LORD!!

14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
By??Okay today..when I told min shen I wrote things in the sejarah book I'm borrowing her..She was so CONCERN that she couldn't wait till she go home to read it but open it up and checked..she even share it with the others!!I so touched!!!They care so much bout my life!!!

15. No 15??Great..thanks alot Hannah..one question less..its a big favor ya know??

16. A song that is playing in your mind recently.
All my life-Shane Ward

17. If you have a wish to come true, what is it?
Hope I'll never know how badly I did for SPM!!!Wait..I want my new phone NOW!!!hahaha

18. Do you have anything to be worried or scared recently?
Recently??I scared I may not be NORMAL!!!

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
Take one last good look around because its gonna be destroyed soon!!Save it in my brain drive!!!LOL

20. What would you rewrite if you can rewrite one thing in your life??
I wouldn't rewrite anything..sorrow and pain that I've went through only made me stronger to live my life!!!

Tagged:
Xiang Ping
Zen-li
Sean
Cheryl May
Yee Chinn
Ella
Ginny
Diyana

I passed!!

After studying for like two days,I went and took the undang and I passed.*jumping for joy!!*Let go pop some champagne and celebrate!!!Wait I'm underage..so I drank soya bean instead..well at least I celebrated. And I went for the 6 hours kursus which means that I spend the whole afternoon learning bout cars..bout the radiator and the petrol tank and the engine.Do u know what POWER stands for??I'll show u..

P-petrol
O-oil
W-water
E-electrical
R-rubber

And all this is the main component to make a car!!Wonder where the engine go!!Hmm..
And I'm sure all of u know the meaning of F and E rite??F is FULL and E is empty rite??But surprise surprise!!!

F is still full but E is Enough le..So technically speaking..U can actually drive for another 60KM if u drive at or below 80KM/jam.U guys know about this??I didn't...

And here's the best part..I drove a car today!!Cool huh??I'm sure your all green with envy. *evil grin* I managed to drive the car for a big circle and some small ones and I find that its really fun..but I was scared to try the parking..now when i look back..kinda regretted!!But I'm scared I crashed mah..Anyway I learn how to move the gears from 1-2-3-4-5-R.. I can pull the hand brek up and step on the leg brek(its tough la-my legs still hurt now)..My hands also hurt cause u have to pull very hard to make the gears kick in(the cars were old mah-not my problem!!)

Most importantly..praised the Lord for letting me pass the test and keeping me safe while I was driving!!

the bully

picture time!

chloe trying on eunice's fav cap.

thats us posing with the caps in studio R. i didn buy that anyway.

thats me, chloe and eunice.

yeah thats bout it. those were the pictures we took when we were bored during watchnight in church on the 31st.

blurgirl.

Chocolates anyone??

Just like a box of chocolates..how sure are you that what awaits you inside is what you expect it to be??Rows and rows of chocolates..are they gonna be sweet??What if they're not??are u still gonna treasure it??I'll make my decision by how sweet or how bitter its gonna be..big surprise!!

If its sweet and not too overpowering(the sweetness) then I'm sure many will enjoy it and have pleasure just finishing it..but there are times when we find that one bite or one piece is enough and you done want to venture into it anymore..you just can't take the sweetness.If its bitter and you find that you just don't like it then you have to make a choice whether you want to continue to eat it or just leave it there. There are times when the bitterness in the chocolates is what attracts people to buy it in the 1st place(wonder why??).And there are times when bitter and sweetness are all inside one box of chocolates.Hmm..I think that the one that I would like..more like a mystery and you have to be careful with which piece you choose and hope for the best..There are times when your enjoying the sweetness and encounter just a bit of bitterness and your view of that totally change but there are some who go through the bitterness and continue to enjoy the chocolate than spitting it out once its bitter!!Some might like the flavor,some might not!!So stay open minded..its not your problem if you don't like them..its no ones fault..its just difference in opinion!

So friendship is just like that..each friend is like a box of chocolates and you never how its like to start a friendship and sometimes you feel so tired in a friendship(when its all bitter) that you just wanna give up..and there are times when you feel all the bitter that you forget all the sweetness that they once give you..or maybe theres a time when you don't enjoy the sweetness anymore..

Well,it is a bad comparison to use but from my point of view..friendship are so like a box of chocolate at some time and I felt the bitter more than I felt the sweetness in some boxes but I guess I'll just have to bear with it since I really like those boxes of chocolates(at least I won't get diabetes!!)hahah..

the bully

Hous-ing(Hard to believe I'm doing this)

1st..happy new year everyone!!Many will be starting school and college soon,but I'm still having my hols..*jumping for joy!!*.At least till june la..but I'm not complaining ..I wanted to tale spanish lesson but mom say wait till after I finish learning driving only talk bout it..sorry sonia..

Well..since I'm not starting school or college yet and cant learn spanish..so I'm gonna be very bored la(obviously) so I borrowed the HOUSE series from min shen to see what so 'interesting' bout him la..And the problem is that I was quite addicted to the series..mind u i'm not interested in hugh laurie(u can have him min shen!!)..But I do like Jesse Spencer la..here's his picture..
He's good looking la and his birthday is only two days after yours zen..and his not even pass 30 yet..definitely way better than Hugh Laurie(heard that min shen!!!).He's full name is Jesse Gordon Spencer!!Just like the way its said..haha..and I like the way he try to court Allison..too bad he's taken(just kidding)I keep my feet on the ground!!(if u get what I mean)

I've watch up to episode 8..ya I know theres still many to go but seriously how many try and error must they go through..and how came the patient can still survive after so my error??one or twice okay la..but in every episode??miracles don't happen that often too!!(kinda weird if u ask me)and they copied the way CSI(my favourite series-till now-and I might change it to house-just might) start the show..something happen then only how the curing and things..haiz

Last sunday..I went for a 5 hours undang course(for driving)..Its was lame la..got to learn all the signs and then got to take the test(they say if managed to memorise all the answer in the small booklet they give us..then we will pass the test)oh please..I dun want to study la..anywayI have the undang test this saturday and I've haven't even studied yet le..hmm..*how to pass I wonder*I'll start studying tonight la(hopefully)..if i pass then I'll be going for another course on Sunday..so if I go to church on Sunday..it means I failed!!Haiz..

Miss ya zen(I'm sure u'll understand) =)

the bully