We find the
defendant Eunice guilty

Guilty because I tend to do whatever I like and never did once glance around to see how many I've hurt along the way..
Guilty because I don't love my parents enough.

Guilty because the annoyance I felt towards my parents for always always telling me what to do and what not to do.
Guilty because I'm fight with my parents over people I supposedly called friends.

Guilty because when I fought with my parents it was over stupid things.
Guilty because at the same time I would be screaming with passion how much I hate them.

Guilty because over the past few years I've learned that the people I called friends were nothing but two timing, back stabbing enemies.
Guilty because over the past years all I did was mess up my life.

Guilty because I was trying to be cool, trying to fit in, trying to pretend to be someone I'm not.
Guilty because I was skipping school and being a stupid fool.

Guilty because I realize now why was I skipping? What did I do? Was it worth it? Was it really?
Guilty because if I was to write a list about all the unspeakable ways on how I've hurt my parents it will be longer than this poem.

Guilty because if I was to write a list about all the good things I've done for my parents it will be shorter.
Guilty because all my parents ever did was LOVE me but am I returning the favor.

Guilty because I wonder how could my parents still tell me that they're proud of me after everything that I've done.
Guilty because it took me a few years for me to realize that my parents were right and they want the best for me. They really do.

Guilty because it took me a such a long time for me to also realize that Blood is thicker than Water!
I would like to dedicate this poem to my Mom and Dad, whom I love and respect. They put up with everything I did and are still, by my side.

the bully

Tagged by Cheryl May

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Shocked and tongue-tied(Speechless)

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Have all my dreams come true??lol

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Church in Paris with white roses everywhere!!

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
No..better to live each day as if its your last!!

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
One who understands me and can accept me for who I am..

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Definitely BOTH!!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Forever!!(I do really love him wert)

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Move on with life..there are more fishes in the big wide sea!!haha

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Many many lo..but thats where we learn to be stronger than we were..

#11 is being tagged fun?
Depends lo..

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hopefully a lawyer and am still growing closer to God!!

#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
God,Family and all my friends/besties..

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A person who is kind and interesting..a good and friendly christian!!

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
Reach for my handphone and checked the time!!

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
Depends on how deep the relationship is..

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Hmm..I'll try to not be tangled in this kind of situation!!=)

#19 what type of friends do you like?
Friends that understands and ready to listen and not condemn me for anything!!

#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
People who back stab other people!!!

uRit!
-Hannah
-Chelle Tan
-Yee Chinn
-Ella
-Anyone who read this :P

the bully

6 people to tag:
sorry, dont know who to tag :)

6 things i'm passionate about:
daydreaming
cheesecake
chocolates
music
going online
shopping

6 things I say too often:
oh my goodness
that's why
yea i know
i'm so bored
so sleepy
haih

6 books I've read recently:
P.S. I Love You (quite long ago actually)
The Pact
In Her Shoes
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-(I dont read much)

6 songs that I can listen to again and again:
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
I miss you by Incubus
Angel by Leona Lewis
Blind by Lifehouse
Learning to Breathe by Switchfoot
Blue Eyes by Cary Brothers

6 things I've learn in the past years:
true friends will always stick around you
Freedom means doing something without any fear of the consequences/without regrets
letting go is one of the hardest thing to do
to love and be loved is what makes a person happiest
keep giving
appreciate the little things in life

blurgirl.

Tag by Chelle

Tag by Chelle

1.Six people to tag:
Zen-li
Min Shen
Cheryl Chong
Yee Chinn
Hannah
Ginny

2.Six things I'm passionate about:
Hanging around with my loved ones/besties
Surfing the net
Sleeping
Sports
Leaning more on God(I'm trying very hard k)
Singing

3.Six things I say too often:
Oh my Gosh
What the..
Whatever
Shut up
Y me??
Huh??

4.Six books I've read recently:
New Moon
Eclipse
Inkheart
7 days(chinese)
10 months(chinese)
Inkspell

5.Six songs that I can listen to again and again
Someday We'll know-Mandy Moore and Jon Foreman
Told You so-Jesse McCartney
Bye bye-Mariah Carey
Bunga-bunga Cinta-Misha Omar
So Close-Jon Mclaughlin
Realise-Colby Caitllat

6.Six things I've learn in the past years
Treasure and appreciate those around you,don't wait till its too late..
Just like photos,we develope from negatives
No one care how much you know until they know how much you care
Love is just a word until its proven to you
When it hurts to look back,and you're scared to look ahead,you can look inside you and God will be there.=)

the bully

最后一次(the last time)

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
Before I close my eyes for the last time
我想对你说我爱你
I wanna tell you that I love you
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
In your arms, I don't wanna give up
心里有千万语还没说给你听
In my heart,there's are thousands of words I haven't say to you
我使劲全力
I used up all my strength
不想闭上眼睛
To stop myself from closing my eyes
这次告别就不能再相遇
After this,we will never see each other again
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
I can't be by your side but please don't forget
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
You once promise me that you will continue living

先走了
I'm leaving first
去了好远的地方
to a place far far away
不能再陪你看日出
Can no longer watch the sunrise with you
等不到天亮
Couldn't wait for morning to come
所有回忆没去却并不容易
This is not easy All the memories gone
生死由天决定
Living or dying is all in God's hand
不要太伤心
There's no point crying or feeling sad over it


我永远爱你
I will always love you

Heard that this girl has a sickness that incurable..she wrote this song for the boyfriend and committed suicide after that..Touching and sad..Altogether a great song..

http://youtube.com/watch?v=p9ivp_jjJ5k

the bully

Hey people..
I know that I've not been blogging for a long time.Sorry la..with exam and kokurikulum and my own laziness all added up,no time to blog lo..=P

Yesterday,We(me,michelle,diana,su ann,james and eugene) went to Mr Guna funeral.We went there after school and we stayed there till almost 3pm.I didn't get a chance to look at him and I didn't want to either.I prefer that his last image in my mind was him smiling at me.Thats how I wanna remember him.I'm glad when my friends told me that he looked peaceful.

He's been my MUET teacher for the pass few month.He fell down from the ceiling last week.He left behind his wife and three sons.I couldn't believe it when Pn Viani came into class last week's wednesday and told us the news.We were all so shocked!!

Thinking back,I can still remember the way he talk and joke with me the Friday before the incident.Saying that he want to play badminton with me the next week and joking around with me bout how unfair life is..I remember telling him that he's being unfair to me(jokingly la) and he said "life is unfair wert"(grinning broadly at me).

Now thinking back..I really learn a lot from him(even though it was a short period of time) .He told me that we(students) should not take part in competition just for the kokurikulum marks or the prizes.We should go to the competition for the experience and the fun for being able to compete with others.

He told me that he was impressed with the way I carry myself while giving my speech on why I want to be a lawyer.Telling me that if I work hard enough,I would make a good one.I will always keep this close to my heart and use it to remind to never give up on my ambition no matter how hard life hit back at me..

Life was not being fair to him but like what he say life is seldom fair.We miss him a lot.The class is just not the same anymore.

Rest In Peace Mr Guna.

So friends,please appreciate the people around you.. Life's short. You never know when you're time is up.If you don't look around once in a while you might miss all the good thing around you.Don't get too absorb in worldly wealth that you forget bout your friends..Never leave your friends with a word of anger.You never know if thats the last time you'll ever see them.

the bully