Valentine..

R u sure that word exist??
( by Nicholas)

I'm not really good in typing and is terribly slow when it comes to typing..maybe its just so not in me la..And I actually did it during valentine day..A day which lovers celebrate they're love(not to say I have a boyfriend or anything) and I have to work!!Wow..what a day to work eh??Haiz..

What I got for valentine..
1. 11 white roses.
2.A box of chocolates.
3.A bottle of purfume.
4.A packet of chocolates(from zen)

I cant write anymore..for the pass few days..I tried to blog but I just end up staring at the screen and then I would just off it..Usually I can just write a crap of something or anything but now I just can't.Maybe it time for me to actually hang up the keyboard..(people who write,hang up their pen..so obviously people who type,hang up their keyboard la)

the bully

Just a kiss??

We were chatting as usual,
And than at that one moment,
You gave what you insist was just a kiss,
But my lips said otherwise,
And to my heart’s surprise,
That moment of total bliss,
Was more than just a kiss,

Just a kiss can't make my heart ache,
Just a kiss can't make me fall,
Just a kiss can't make my whole world shake,
But your kiss did it all,
I don't pretend to know love's mysteries,
But baby, I know this..
When you touched your lips to mine,
It was more than just a kiss..
Definitely..more than just a kiss!!

the bully

I Lost Someone Like You

and why is it,
that i just look at your picture
over & over
again & again.

i think of the short conversation
fifty times a day...

and tell me what to do
to just once again have you...?

is it really that much to ask?
is it really that hard?

i'm tired of pretending
that i don't love you,
i'm tired of saying,
i don't care what you do...

when the truth really is,
i just feel so bad
because i lost someone like you

the bully

Tradisional or Modern??

None of you are allowed to marry before the age of 30!!!

(by my father)

Yesterday,my mom,Eric,Elsie and me were counting our angpao money..Took quite a long time and after a while,we were done counting..(won't tell u how much I got..I already have to belanja Xiang Ping and Zen because of my big mouth!!)

Anyway..after that my dad came into the room(we were in his room)..and my mom was telling us about one of our cousin who got married overseas before notifying his parents..so she say that we should never do that..or she would disown us..so serious rite?(especially to my brother-reason because THAT cousin is a boy) haha..good thing all my cousins who are girls are all quite well behave!!

And then,my dad suddenly came out with that statement up there..my brother and I were like WHAT!!!!!(Not saying that I'm eager to get married or wanna get married) Just the point that he say something like that is just too much la..I mean marriage comes when the time is right..There are many factors to consider mah..like feelings..kids..careers..get it??I mean u can't actually tell your boyfriend who propose to u when you're 26 that U can only get married after 30..rite?(he would be crushed and so would I)

Then he explain that once people(especially females) get married..they're career can't really go any higher..because they have to care for family and they're husbands..and so he wants US to get our career stabilized first..

Then my mom say that 30 is too late to have kids d..not safe..and my brother say that he din say that he wan kids also..I just kept quiet..smart le..and then my fon rang..and I quickly used it as a excuse to leave the room..end of discussion!!*phew*

But I really dun wanna get married at 30 la..so old d..rather stay single..

the bully

Happy Birthday,partner!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEN!!!!

Here is Zen's picture...Sorry dear..but I cant find any other than this..tot I should let ya be the only one in the pic..and I dun have a decent picture of u which is only u alone..so please forgive me..Anyway speaking of being wiser and not blurer..I think u can do it just that U need lots of time and most important of all..U must wanna do it la..But ur actually quite clever d wert..I'm serious..How OLD are u again??:p

Blessed birthday darling and love ya lots..xoxoxo.. :-)

All I wanna do is find a way back into love.

I've just watch the movie Music and Lyrics last night.I know it very late but I am was a very busy busy person last year mah..but thats not important..I like the movie but I like the song "Way back into love" even more..As some of you guys know..I'm going through a tough times now and I felt this song just sort of connect with me and said what I've wanted to say..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Love is just like music..In music..we have melodies and lyrics..Lets just put it this way..music is like a person..melodies are they're physical self and lyrics is their soul..melodies is the first thing that attracts us..like the first thing we see in the opposite sex that attracts us..and usually after that dating and hagging around comes in and we get to know the person better which is the lyrics..the one things that keeps us interested..something that charms us and the more we read..the more we love it..

the bully

thanks guys :)

dont ya feel so low at times and that you dont know how to tell others what you're feeling? i do, always. and sometimes i feel so small and the world's too big for me. life ain't that hard but i always make it seem harder and harder. i'm trying. trying my best to enjoy what i have and forget bout what i dont have. anyway, would like to thank - eunice, min shen and hannah for the watch. its nice :) thanks guys. love you all! its an early pressie for me cos i wont be seeing eunice and hannah next week. ohh im getting sleepy. just a short one here.. the blurgirl.