this is what we do when we're bored.

1. Have you had any relationships this year? nope..been a long time. 2. Have you had your birthday yet? erm yaa today's like the last day of this year already of course i had. 3. Cried yet? mm..nah. soon when school starts. 4. Been on a diet? even if i want to it'll never work. 5. Pulled an all nighter? er no. 6. Drank Starbucks? of course. 7. Went Camping? yeah 8. Bought something(s)? for xmas, yeap. 9. Met someone special? yeah but now no. 10. Been out of state? yes. 12. What are you thinking about? erm. ive to continue clearing my messy table after this. 1.) Hugged someone? yup. 2. Slept in someone elses bed? duh. friends', parents.. 3.) Got a job? still need to study for ur info. 4.) Loaned out money? err no. 5.) Gotten in a car accident? noo. but i wonder how it feels like :P 6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill? neh i'm a good girl. 7.) Been called a playgirl? nah. 8.) Done something you regret? no i guess? LAST :_________________________________________________________ Last Person you hugged? cheryl. after we both received each others xmas pressie. and i love mine! Last Person to call you? eunice. bout going for the movie and all later. When was the last time you felt stupid? everyday i feel stupid. Who did you last yell at? my mum cos she cant hear me from my room last night. What did you do today? got up. ate koko krunch. clear my room a bit. TEN FACTS :___________________________________________________________ 01. Name? zen-li. (just call me zen) 02. Natural hair color? black.. 03. Initials? ZL 04. Hair style? straight. but i like wavy hair hahah. 5. Eye color? Black?? 06. Height: i dunoo..but my friends can tell my height. 07. Pets: love hamsters but lazy to clean their cages. 08. Mood? bored now thats why i'm doing this. 09. Where would you rather be? would rather be in your arms. ahahah. no i'm just being melodramatic. .10. What was the last thing you drank? milk. i dont like it but with my koko krunch its ok. TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE: 01. Have you ever been in love: oh yeah.. 02. Do you believe in love? definitely do. 03. Why did your LAST relationship fail? erm. dont ask..hahah. 04. Have you ever been heartbroken: yeah.. 05. Have you ever broken someone’s heart? erm.. 06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? noo! eww i'm no lesbo. 07. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? no. 08. Are you afraid of commitment? kinda.. 10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life? hahah. no. 4 EMOTIONS___________________________________________________________ 01. Are you missing someone right now? nope no one. 02. Are you happy? erm..yeah i guess. 03. Are you eating anything? i'm always eating. 04. Do you like someone right now? i'll leave that for you to wonder. blurgirl.

oh yeah and oh no..

oh yeah!! finally i can open these websites. for some reason i couldn for days or weeks. i could connect the streamyx but when it comes to going to the webs and msn i had some difficulty and it just hangs everything. bet my neopets are starving and dying now. eunice has been bugging me to blog but i just couldn. well here i am blogging at last! its been a long time i havent been online and watching tv. miss being a couch potato. anyway, it was a nice christmas. nothing much, but simply nice. i get to spend my christmas with friends, had parties. spent a night at shirley's house after the youth dinner. the next day we went to watch Enchanted in 1u. i thought its gonna be really lame but turned out wasnt as bad as i thought. at least it was lame and funny. then went to follow mum to some xmas open house that we always go. then i went to stayover cheryl's house to help her mum on the party. so yeah. had lovely presents! gave mine to them too, glad they all like it. yesterday i had visitors here. my uncle and his family from my dad's side came down from kuantan. stayed here for a night. they have 2 kids. the 5 year old one is so cute! but trust me they're 2 naughty boys. well boys are boys. i kinda miss them though. they miss me too :) didn get to say goodbye to them cos i went for worship practise today and when i got home they were gone already. oh no..school is starting. sigh. i dont wanna be reminded on that. so not looking forward for it. it was just 2 months ago i was actually thinking of studying. look what happened. i feel like my holidays was gone to waste. but i really liked it though. the days when i laze around at home and the days when i go out or sleepover friends' house. ok i'm getting kinda lazy to write anymore. merry belated xmas everyone.. blurgirl.

Presents!!!and a bit of something else!!

Christmas has just pass and my pocket is kinda empty..I actually used quite a lot of money for this christmas buying present for a long list of people!!Thinking back..This is the 1st time I actually spend that much just buying christmas present.But just looking at the smile on their face..the costs was worth it!!Especially Min Shen's..she was so happy that we actually bought her the original season 1 of HOUSE!!At 1st when we gave her the present,she look at the card and she was like..

Wah,so kian siap ar??share between so many ppl??

We just keep quite and she open it on tuesday(after much begging on my part!!!).She was so VERY happy..especially when she knew it was original!!And she still ask us when is season 2 coming??Dat girl is really too much la!!!=p

Anyway I'm just glad that she will be even more happy after getting dat present.Just like what one of my friend say..if a person really means the world to u..u wouldn't mind doing anything for her..her thinking is everything..as long as she agrees..everything is great.I was scared at 1st..but now come to think of it..y not??Even if the feeling is more stronger on one side..so what??Just like what I say in the previous entry..if u treat someone well..it doesn't mean they have to return the same affection!!(sorry I got sidetrack!!)haha..hope I din scare her or give u guys the wrong impression of me!!

Well..hannah din react much on my present to her(at least she din tell me anything!!!)..as for zen-I hid her present at my friends hse and make her search for it..kinda fun la..especially when she can't find it..but later i took pity on her and just gave it to her..and then she dunno how to wear it(its a bracelet)..sigh..terrible la!!!I'm speechless!!!Dunno whether she know how to wear the earrings anot..haha

So yeah..problem!!Min Shen's birthday is like two weeks away..and zen's is also very near!!Haiz..

Okay!!now bout presents I've receive..
A small pillow from min shen(just in time to put in my car :-))
A phone chain from zen(nice..just dunno where to hang it!!my phone has one already)
A small statue(a man playing the guitar) from hannah(reminder to not let my guitar gather dust in the corner of my room)haha
Some T-shirts and other stuff from my parents and relatives and friends
And still many more to come!!!*jump for joy*

The spirit of giving??Hmm..focus on giving and not on receiving!!!hah
I hope I'll be able to keep my presents in good conditions..

the bully

Loving or losing??

What a feeling in my soul,just let the rain fall I don't care.My life has just fallen down on me.Does he know how much it hurts me by saying what he had said.I never imagine he would actually say that!!

Do u know what it feel like loving someone??

Let me explain..
Its hurt like hell!!Especially when your not appreciated..BUT..I would do anything to just see the person smile!!And when the person smile,its like you forget all the trouble u went through or u feel that its just so very worth it!!And when the person talk about anything at all,U just wanna listen to what the person say..just hearing the person voice can give u the comfort that no one can give..when u see something thats nice or a movie that u like..u wish the person is watching with u or there to see that thing..Missing the person each and every day..telling ur friends bout it till they were half crazy!!haha..

I dunno whether is love blind but I'm very sure that love is
followed by madness!!!

A friend once ask me..

Why are you so nice??(to me)

I just keep quiet..and look at her..But the answer in my head was..

Because u matter to me.

And likewise..Matthew matters to me!!

Loving someone does not mean more than just being together..I can still love him even if we're not together anymore..
Loving or liking a person does not mean that the person has to show u the same affection!!
A friend of mine made me realised this..

Matt and Min Shen..Thanks for hurting me the way U guys did.

the bully

Life is good

today is monday...And his coming back on wednesday!!!

Life is juz too great!!

I hope I'll be able to buy him a present today!!Its hard la..really!!!

Maybe its because I'm shopping for the perfect present for him!!!'smile'

the bully

2007 IS COMING TO AN END

1. Have you had any relationships this
year?
Yup..with my darling!!!

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
Yup..

3. Cried yet?
Sure did(SPM-need I say more??)

4. Been on a diet?
Yup..end up having gastric!!Haiz..

5. Pulled an all nighter?
Dunno!!

6. Drank Starbucks?
Last year(i THINK)

7. Went Camping?
Yup..YLDP

8. Bought something(s)?
Friends present for Christmas..

9. Met someone special?
Definitely!!!Miss him so much la..

10. Been out of state?
Sure..

12. What are you thinking about?
Matthew!!(duh)
_______________________________________
____
1.) Hugged someone?
Sure..lost count

2.) Slept in someone elses bed?
uh huh(cousins,parents..)

3.) Got a job?
Nope..Sad!!

4.) Loaned out money?
not really..

5.) Gotten in a car accident?
NOPE!!

6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill?
Sure did!!!

7.) Been called a playgirl?
No way..I'm the faithful kind!!

8.) Done something you regret?
YESS..obviously!!

LAST :
_______________________________________
__________________
Last Person you hugged?
Matthew!!;-)

Last Person to call you?
Matthew!!=D

When was the last time you felt stupid?
Today!!

Who did you last yell at?
Eric

What did you do today?
Went on a date.*big big BIG smile*

TEN FACTS :
_______________________________________
____________________
01. Name?
Eunice

02. Natural hair color?
BLACK!!

03. Initials?
E.Q.

04. Hair style?
Straight??

5. Eye color?
Black??

06. Height:
167cm

07. Pets:
None..(too busy!!)

08. Mood?
err..emo??

09. Where would you rather be?
With Matthew la.

10. What was the last thing you drank?
Apple juice

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

01. Have you ever been in love:
I am now!!

02. Do you believe in love?
yeah.obviously!!

03. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
We dun suit each other..

04. Have you ever been heartbroken:
yup..

05. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
um. think so.

06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
No way!!

07. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
Think so..

08. Are you afraid of commitment?
Depends..

10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
Nope..

4 EMOTIONS
_______________________________________
____________________
01. Are you missing someone right now?
Obviously!!

02. Are you happy?
Hmm...

03. Are you eating anything?
Nope..juz had dinner two hours ago..

04. Do you like someone right now?
Sure do.. :D

Ur turn zen!!:-)

the bully

Today rocks!!!

Hello..the movie I AM LEGEND totally rocks!!

(He's HOT!!!)

We went for a movie this afternoon.At 1st we didn't know what to watch as the movie ENCHANTED is only available at 5pm.So we finally decide to give this show a try lo..After buying popcorns and drinks(orange juice for me and sprite for himself)-(how I hate him.) we entered the cinema.the movie started with something bout the a virus as a cure for cancer..and then we skip to three years later!!Suddenly he( Robert Neville) begin deer hunting in the middle of new york city!!It was shocking..then at nite he kept himself and his dog lock up in the hse..and then the next day his dog got lost and then he went and find it then IT(the vampire) appear!!I din know that it was a vampire movie.. and ahem was juz laughing his head off (not because i scream but because of the look on my face!!!)goodness!!!!But the show was actually quite good la!!!But I din forgive him till he brought me to mcdonald for snacks..

(He look like some 30 years and below guy from this angle and he is

definitely HOT!!Like he really made for this kind of action movie!!)

(He look so serious)

So cute rite??
He and his dog(samantha) hiding from vampires!!!

The show was good but I'm not forgiving Matt for what he done(at least not today) and depending on how many sleepless night I'm gonna have!!Cheers!!

the bully

Don't jump to conclusion

I only have on word to describe this afternoon..

Honest
(We were honest to each other today)
Enthusiastic
(Especially when it comes to me..likewise)
Attentive
(He not only listen but paid full attention!!)
Volatile
(He is easily excitable,same like me)
Excellent
I finally gave in N say Dat he's better(in gym la))
Nervous
(Especially when I'm around..haha..that what he said)
Loves me(heart soars)
(At least he cares alot(especially today in the gym))
Young and attractive :-)
(Of course..He's only my age)

Hah..that all for now!!!;-)

the bully

Bittersweet day!!!

Hey..
I spend most of my time today on the net..chatting and blogging and other things la.Din know life would be this boring after spm..I actually miss the time when my mom will ask me to study and scold me for wasting my time!!!So i actually took some time to do some add math le..Can u believe it??I can't too..maybe we would actually like a sub when we no longer are being pressured to do it..so yeah..and for the record..Add math is really not that bad..:-) Maybe 2moro I'll try physics..hahaha

I went to the gym today and I met my other half there..we talk and worked out(a bit la)I was really excited to see him and I even forgot how to frown(which is very rare).Everything was going on fine till somehow when I working on my leg(we had a competition)->I hurt myself!!my legs!!!Sorry zen,Can't go out with ya 2moro.I am really sorry!!!

Anyway my injury made walking very painful and unbearable.I'm sorry I cant buy HIS christmas present 2moro,I even told him when he ask why do I look so miserable..Even when he say that its okay but I really feel very bad.My first chance of buying him a present gone just like that.Sobs..

Heres the interesting part->
I hope I can curi-curi go out and buy for him but he told me and made me promise him that I'll stay at home.How did he know that I might try to go out..I really dunno..maybe I'm just too predictable(am i??)*some feedback would be nice*

the bully
(Don't feel like one now!!!)

Okay la...I put it here..

This is for u Matt!!!!;-)

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart

the bully

annoying nights.

i'm honoured that you asked me to share this blog with you eunice. really. and i cant believe you made me less lazy by blogging. anyway, i've been sleeping quite late compared to those days when i sleep at 11. well, just later than usual - 2, 3, 4 am. not that i dont want to, just that i cant sleep. i called cheryl an insonmiac cos she couldn sleep at one point but now i'm the one. no, not late actually. it's early in the morning. at least that sounds better right. usually at night i feel desperate to jump on my bed when im sleepy but when i start to switch my lights off and lie on the bed..the sleepyness just dissapears somewhere. how annoying is that. okay i dont feel like writing anymore. i'm gonna sleep :) - the blurgirl.

Fun????

The camp is finally over!!!Yahoo!!!!!
Actually it was quite okay la..if we look passed the toilets and the mosquitos..
There were plenty!!Me and min shen had to spray some mosquito thing on our body!!
We mad quite a lot of friends..and its was quite a camp.
I really enjoy the games and I'm already starting to missed my friends!!!
The worship was kinda good,the songs were powerful and it really did me lots of good!!
Seriously..I'm too tired to think of the details now..I'll post another one real soon wif more details and everything!!!PROMISE :-)

the bully

neopets, tv and more tv.

ooo im blogging. mind me, i just find it strange cos i never thought i would until eunice asked me to join in this. so anyway, today's quite a boring day. woke up, started playing neopets for like 4 hours. dont ask me why, i can be hooked with neopets sometimes but i can be quite bored with it sometimes. i just started bout 2 weeks or so. i spent a lot of time today on my pets cos i wanted my lil thingy to be happy but it was still unhappy just dont know why. yea, ive this pet i named it Ruru (cant think of anything else to name it) and he was acting emo cos he said "why dont you just paint me grey if ur gonna make me stay like this". i didn know they can actually be that emo. hahaha. but anyway i managed to make him happy in the end. in fact, cheerful :) then in the evening, watched tv with mum as usual. i always end up watching AFC with her (Asian Food Channel in case you dont know) all mums are hooked with that channel now and i bet yours too. first channel my mum clicks - 703. the music they put for this channel is starting to annoy me actually. hahaha. ive been watching tv alot these days and the channels go back and fro between 703 and 714. oh yeah and as i was curious, im starting to follow Heroes the one everyone was watching except me. it's beginning to be my Desperate Housewives and Ugly Betty cos i cant wait for the next episode like those 2 series. i used to watch Lost last time, then i got kinda lost in it. no wonder its called Lost. it made me lost. hahah. ok that was lame, nevermind. i like staying at home, lazing around like that. being a couch potato or whatever. i should right? before i face reality next year, i better relax to the max now. thinking bout next year, no no. i dont wanna think bout next year right now. erm, i'll keep that for later :P the blurgirl.

Hello..

Hello..
My SPM has just ended few hours ago..
I feel so free yet so lost..
No one asking me to study anymore..
The feeling is so very weird!!!
Not really happy that its finally over..I must be crazy!!!

I'm so very tired yet could not sleep a wink!!
Too lazy to packed my bag for tomorrow's camp..
I'm going for a camp tomorrow with min shen and my brother...
But no really excited or happy..
Maybe I'm juz too tired to feel anything..

the bully