16 facts

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.


1. let's see, no.1 would be..Im BLUR. for those who dont know that yet.
2. and slow in thinking, or whatever.
3. most mornings, my mood aint great. I start yelling at my mum for some small reason. (i know its really bad)
4. I get very emo when I listen to emo songs even though the lyrics has nothing gotta do with me. (and I start crying)
5. whether Im sleep deprived or oversleep, I still feel sleepy no matter how.
6. I get dizzy when I laugh too much.
7. I crave and crave over cheese and chocolates! which means i LOVE chocolate cheesecake.
8. when Im in my room at night, I put on a catchy song and start dancing like an idiot.
9. when I was younger, my ambition was to be an astronomer.
10. I randomly put on some nail colour when I get extremely bored.
11. I think A LOT.
12. I used to cycle and my balancing was really bad. (very very wobbly)
13. I cant help eating too fast when I love the food :D
14. I love roses! red and white. but red more.
15. Ive a habit of peeling my lips :P
16. OH and I love sushi! when Im in a jap restaurant, I would get salmon sashimi and unagi without fail everytime.


I tag:
1. Eunice (the bully)
2. Hannah
3. Ben Lam
4. Ann Ee

blurgirl.

new life

so here I am, eating my Nestle strawberry yoghurt, thinking what was I suppose to blog on. it was just a minute ago when I felt I had soo much to say. oh well. let's begin with my new life now and how I feel about it.

I'm now in SEGi College subang. you know, the one right next to Summit in case you're not too familiar with it. yeah. when everyone's either in Taylor's or in Sunway(if it's not Taylor's). oh well, its cool. maybe it's part of my life learning process to make me more independant without anyone I know there.

so im trying to be contented in this new life, but just not so yet. I am college sick right now. I mean, there's so much to think about when you're in college now. And, i truly miss the people I dearly love. And, I do miss school. no wait, not school. the people in it. yeah. I am only appreciating school now, now when Im not there anymore. but then again, we all just have to go through this time of our lives. so here I am, trying my best to stay positive about everything. and honestly, i'm pretty afraid to be alone even though I made a few friends over here. the feeling isnt the same.

Ive been thinking so much lately, about him and all.

How do I not recall memories anymore.
How do I not feel unsatisfied.
How can I just, make it all dissappear. or do I not want it to dissappear..
How can I just let it all go.
How can I let myself feel painless.
How do I stop missing him...

it keeps happening. i probably wanted all these. i probably just didnt want to forget.
"the hardest thing to go through, is not having noone to understand you, but to understand yourself". and that's partly very true. I never understood myself. I can never understand me. I would like to trade a day of my life to be someone else. just once, to feel how does it feel to be different than me. oh, well...

hahah. i guess i should lighten up a bit now :) the post is a little emo. anyway, I think I should get going. so...
Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there! may you have a blissful 2009.

lotsa loves

blurgirl.

tag

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Who ever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1.What is/are your favourite song(s) at the moment?
I hate this part right here - Pussycat Dolls

2. If today is your last day,what will you do?
Be with my beloveds.

3. Have you ever thought of getting married?
why wanna think so far?

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
i'm known for not having enough confidence.

5. How many babies do you want?
2 will do. yea, that's sufficient!

6. What is your goal for next year?
achieve good achievements, good results in whatever i'm gonna do!

7. Do you believe in eternal love?
maybe.. yea i guess.

8. In your opinion, what are the characteristics of the perfect boy/girlfriend?(10 characteristics)He..
1) just loves me for who I am, even though I may suck badly. accepts me in other words.
2) is kind and gentle.
3) kind and gentle comes with patience and tolerance.
4) is caring, and cares for me like no other would.
5) is sincere in his actions and words.
6) is forgiving, forgives people and me.
7) makes me feel secure and safe when i'm with him.
8) will be beside me at all times, through it all.
9) understands me.
10)makes me smile, laugh, makes me happy :)

9. What feeling do you love most?
being in love LOL sounds so.. ohh nevermind! nah I dont really know actually.

10. What is your bad habit?
afraid of being me =/ and not able to express my feelings out.

11. Is there anything you want to tell people who love you?
yes, i do! They mean so much to me and I will never forget them.

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
oh, duh! each of it counts :D

13. What does flying mean to you?
freedom of course.

14. Who do you love?
family, beloved friends.

15. Who do you think is hotter? edward cullen or jacob black?
erm, picture please?

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words
Cheryl May Chong Sue Faye
1) caring, yes she is!
2) supports you.
3)forgives and forgets.
4)gives her all to someone she loves.
5)funnay! and silly too. especially when she's sleeping and someone calls. you can try, you'll know what I mean :D
6)thoughtful.
7)oh-so-lovable!

17. What would you really like to do right now?
hm, drink jolly shandy!

18. What will you become in the next 10 years?
a happy person with nice clothes and shoes and someone to love and who loves me :)

19. How to find the right partner?
no need to find lah. I believe the right partner will come to me. Im a lazy person!

20. What are you wishing for right NOW?
right NOW, good grades for SPM. just that first?


I tag...
1. Eunice
2. Hannah
3. whoever who wants to do this.

blurgirl.

Here comes!

oh my. I did not realise that my previous post was so emo.

anyway, anywayyy. SPM is OVER. yes, for good. well Im not quite satisfied cause I felt like I wasnt doing my really best. OH WELL. it's over, anyway :) so, time to enjoy now!

I dont really know how to describe how I feel right now. its kinda, mixed. relieve, anxious, excited, sad. Relieve obviously not so stress(for now) Anxious cause I will be learning to drive and maybe work but I dont feel much for that. Excited...wait I dont know this one. We'll come back to that. Sad... Im gonna miss it all, Im gonna miss the memories. thats alot to elaborate here though, but Ill elaborate another day :)

I wanna pamper myself. Its been quite some time. I mean not really pamper mysef. I just wanna shop til I drop but Ive a strong feeling thats not gonna happen cos I never end up spending much. but YES I want to.

I NEED to work. not too soon but yes, I do think I should work. to keep myself occupied. keep myself busy. so I dont waste my time daydreaming at home. and Ill be too tired at night to be having many things in my mind before I sleep.

by the way, my sister came back from UK! it's nice to have a back, really. its been so different having her back here. oh, I haven mentioned. she applied for a working holiday visa. some 2 years visa which you can work and holiday there. and she bought nice dresses! pretty dresses! yeah I love them as much as she does. she's missing UK like a whole lot. I do too even though I wasn there.

I forgot how to end a post. oh well, thats bout it for now :) enjoy the holidays people!

blurgirl.

Time hates me.

Time hates me for I keep wasting Time.

so now, I'm lack of Time. mind me if I start getting frustrated or if I might start cursing.

nothing can be as true as that. i wasted more than enough of Time. taking now as an example already for blogging when I'm supposed to be studying my dear old subject which I never got an A before for my whole entire life... Sejarah. AND to the other science subjects that I just passed for my trials. JUST PASSED. what if i JUST PASSED or get just a C for those? and its not only one subject, practically all are honestly not good at all. and dont try to tell me that it's okay. it is NOT OKAY. and I am trying to do what I can, but I still have that plain laziness that still lives in me unfortunately, at this TIME?? oh, GOD.

I uh, just need to let go a little stress over here before I start studying with my heavy eyes.
so what have I been doing? okay, I'm getting sleepier and I think I'm gonna stop somewhere here. Time oh Time, I need you like, desperately... Then I can do so much more.

OH RIGHT. now mum just came in my room and read this and said "what? wasting time? lagi wasting time..." yeah, THANK YOU. whatever. just let me get the shit out here first would you.

nah, no one will understand how shitty I feel right now. I dont understand myself either anyway. not only cause of studies, on other things that involves Time.

this will be it for now. I'm going because I'm not gonna waste anymore precious Time.

blurgirl.

Was just chatting with Daniel and heard bout the scandal of Mike Guglielmucci.I was shocked like super shocked!!I mean how he-a pastor and a part of planet shaker who went to tour around the world with the and do this..If you haven't heard bout it please read this
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http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,24232365-5006787,00.html
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but then I read the comments on youtube by many others..and some of the comments were good..they din condemn him much..Here are some of the comment..

"If god can forgive all of us, who are we not to forgive michael. Instead of focusing on the splinter in Michael's eye we need to focus on the log in ours....."

"Guys we cant even begin to judge. How many of us have our secret sins that we hope to never get busted over. There is grace for all of us. And i for one love the Lord because He has shown me an even greater measure. So i cant offer less. not ever."

"though he lied for 2 years..
at least he confessed all about his sins
and nobody's perfect! all of us have sins
nobody can judge him
and really God is our healer!!
it's just like "if anyone here who's perfect throw the first stone"
i pray that he will understand by other people"

"perhaps mike wasnt asking God for healing from his cancer, but rather his addiction and deception. and it looks like God answered and a gave him the strength to first admit his wrong!"

I don't think any of us has the right to judge him..for its written in the bible..judge not that ye be not judge..We should thank God that he came clean and now he's right b4 god again..We must continue to pray and to also thank god for giving us such a man..god choose each and everyone of us for a reason..he's playing the part god wants him to play..I know God did this for a reason..we might not know why..but god is always in control!!

The song healer was and will always be a great song..A song that touch many hearts..mine included..

the bully

A survey

Whom did you last go out with?

Xiang Ping and Mandy..lunch yesterday..=)

What do you want to receive on your birthday?

surprise me..will you??

Reach your hand out to the right?

My handphone

What time did you sleep last night?
1 something

What's the wallpaper on your computer?

Picture of Bret Harrison..

What can you hear besides the computer?

My mom scolding my brother..my dad watching the news..

Do you agree to the saying "to Forgive is to forget?

erm..I need time to think bout it..

When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?

last wednesday..if u read my blog..u would know..

What/who makes you happy?

Music.Close Friends.Shirley.

What makes you sad?
Do we really have to come to this??Lets not dwell in th past..at least the sad ones..
What are your favorite books?

Twilight series..all of them..too good d..cant make a choice..

What would you like to have right at this moment which seems totally impossible?

Everything

Who will you turn to if you have a huge probLem?

Close Friends.(min shen,zen,shirley)..God..

What's your favorite song/s at the moment?
I'm yours y Jason Mraz

What was the last song that kept ringing on?
I'm yours by Jason Mraz
What was the best event that happened last year?

SPM ended!!!

Where were you yesterday?

Mcdonald

Who are you with?
Xiang Ping and Mandy

Last thing you ate?

Mcdonald

Have you gone to the beach just w/ your buddies?

Yeah..we had lots of fun..would love to do it again!!

Do you love sunsets?

Depends on my mood..

When is your b-day?

Every year!!=) guess la which month..

What are your wishes for your birthday?

If it comes true I'll let you know..

Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birtday?

All my loved ones..

Have you ever felt you taken for granted?

Yeah..who wouldn't??

Thing/s you regret?

Plenty!!
Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?

YES..watch tv la..sister got UPSR..u can guess the rest..

What's the most important sentence/s that lingers in your mind now?

He's everything I want BUT everything I can't have..
Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedez?

chocolate cake lo

Do you like spongebob?

NO

Do you know how to play the guitar?

Yes..not very good tho..

Who's the last person you texted?

James
KFC or Kenny Rogers?
KFC

Beach or CAMPING?

BOTH!!

Do you find yourself lonely?

Sometimes..mostly when I'm reading books(triller series)..

Is there anyone you're missing?

yeah..not saying who tho..

Where did you go out last Saturday?

Dinner at Secret Recipe with my parents..

the bully